There used to be a life within my soul;
A beautiful spirit she was-

Always being there for me when I fall,

Making me the happy girl all I ever was.

She sang me many a pretty song

And read me many a soothing thought,

In this enchanted journey, clinging along

Whatever she was, she was all I ever sought.


Then one day came the storm,

With it's ferocious waters and deadly winds

Scaring me with it's most dangerous form

Never told me why, never gave me a hint.

Wrecked my body, and my heart

And the one within my soul.

Pierced through me like a dart
Created in my soul a hole.


She was crippled, maimed and crumbled  

No more songs her broken voice could sing,

And no more sweet story telling

With her weakness, my whole world stumbled.

She was slowly fading away,
Taking me along with her.



Now my whole body miserable, it lay

My goddess; my fairy; lost, burning ether

At last, without a struggle, silenced.

There lay, my spirit, lifeless.

The only remaining was her left behind fragrance.

Now with her gone, I was hopeless.

My only guide to my dreams,
And the only one to my reality.

Though I was alive, and so was my heart,
Yet something was dead inside, maybe my soul?